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LA FIN D’UNE AVENTURE ? JE VOUS DIS TOUT…

February 28, 2020


Hi everybody, welcome to my new YouTube video you were very many to send me support messages after my accident it was very traumatic I was really good, I had a very good feeling I was really in my element
I was happy to be where I was about 30 seconds of combat left I’m winning and suddenly this famous event happens I’m winning and suddenly this famous event happens I’m winning and suddenly this famous event happens it was very shocking
very traumatic it was very shocking
very traumatic my world has collapsed my world has collapsed I was not stupid, I knew what was happening to me it was so hard it was hard to believe I wanted so badly to fight
I still had a lot of strength .. I wanted so badly to fight
I still had a lot of strength .. and this is where it all really starts I don’t now… deep inside I know it’s serious deep inside I know it’s serious I have no word
how could this happen to me? the injury that we fear most, we athletes the injury that we fear most, we athletes it is the rupture of the cruciate ligaments at that time i am totally terrified I feel the gravity of the situation in which I am When I arrived at the hotel, the doctors take care of me and do a whole series of tests they say nothing and they leave at their return they speak up and tell me that I will have a lot of grief because … it is surely a rupture … of the cruciate ligaments… it becomes difficult to wear I try to block my emotions Diagnosis should be confirmed the next day if my knee swells a lot and bleeds I was unable to set foot on the ground I was unable to set foot on the ground my leg was very stiff! my knee swells up a lot and hurts a lot the diagnosis is reinforced a little more the diagnosis is reinforced a little more then the doctor accompanied by the physiotherapist decide to puncture my knee my body my head, my heart, everything was empty as if all my emotions were locked in a box and forced myself not to open this box then comes the plane 7h trip they gave me an anti-coagulant injection in the stomach I’m leaving the plane where I spent 7 hours with my leg down I’m leaving the plane where I spent 7 hours with my leg down it was a bit hard … I tried to do lots of small exercises to keep maximum mobility and not to suffer too much I tried to do lots of small exercises to keep maximum mobility and not to suffer too much I tried to do lots of small exercises to keep maximum mobility and not to suffer too much except that upon my arrival in Paris it’s not going at all as planned I thought the hard part was over, but not done at all my knee got huge my pains were unbearable my thigh my whole leg was starting to turn purple it was not a good day for me I got injured on Saturday, Sunday and Monday is happening. Tuesday I had my exam, I went to have an MRI I’m very sad that I still can’t walk or put weight on my jamnb… my knee does not hold! but OK… according to the doctor, if the meniscus is not affected I have hope … I will have to do a lot of rehabilitation I have hope … I will have to do a lot of rehabilitation I pray I pray to have my selection at TQO and be ready for this event I have an appointment at INSEP early in the morning it’s simple,
when the results fell I first regained hope I first regained hope then… a blow of massu I was announced complete rupture of the anterior cruciate ligament complete rupture of the anterior cruciate ligament partial rupture of the internal ligament as well as a partial capsular rupture as well as a partial capsular rupture the last thing if i understood correctly it is a pocket of liquid which protects… and this pocket of liquid has been pierced so I have a lot of liquid running down my knee in fact, it’s very simple my possibility to qualify thanks to the ranking at the Olympic Games is stopped even if I was really good to qualify with my points all hope is dashed simply because I could not participate in the last qualifying competitions and that we were neck and neck with my Turkish, Serbian and Irish opponents… now there is still the Olympic qualification tournament which is in exactly 10 weeks that’s clearly my goal I said to myself “But what’s the point of going to the physiotherapist? i am unable to do anything… neither bend nor stretch the leg it was totally ridiculous ” and in the end my sessions are going really well I do a session every day my evolution is just incredible immediately after the first session I was able to walk on crutches I was even able to take a few small steps without crutches it looked a little like nothing but I was so happy it looked a little like nothing but I was so happy I heard several different medical opinions I first saw the surgeon it was a huge disappointment he clearly tells me that I have a 99% chance that it will not work so he announces me I need to have surgery but he couldn’t say it was impossible for it to work without surgery I need to have surgery but he couldn’t say it was impossible for it to work without surgery I told her that if there was just 1 in 100 chance it would work I would believe it very strongly and I would go to the end I’m ready to fight that I’m really ready to wage war on my body, to wage war on my head that I’m really ready to wage war on my body, to wage war on my head and that I would go to the end! So I have 6 weeks 6 weeks of rehabilitation, making sure everything is perfect that I learn to walk again, bend my knees, contract my muscles that I learn to walk again, bend my knees, contract my muscles that I learn to do everything as before that I learn to do everything as before after 6 weeks, I will take exams, tests and if everything is positive, I will have 10 weeks to prepare for the TQO and if everything is positive, I will have 10 weeks to prepare for the TQO it is possible to do high level sport without an anterior cruciate ligament it is possible to do high level sport without an anterior cruciate ligament I will have to compensate for muscles to stabilize my knee because it is not at all anymore I will have to redouble my efforts I’m ready for this, I’m ready to fight I have no certainty about my state of health but I can tell you that I have one certainty I will fight to the end
the fight continued it’s not the end of my olympic adventure I still have so much strength and energy to deploy in this project I gave so much and I overcame so many hardships and I faced so much I really need your support, he helps me enormously I read each of your messages, I will answer all of you I read each of your messages, I will answer all of you you bring me a lot of courage and motivation you can’t even imagine how bad
so thank you thank you thank you thank you I’m talking about it today because I think I have passed a stage things happened in my family that put me into perspective things happened in my family that put me into perspective there is so much more serious in life so I decided to accept the situation
Even if it’s really very hard so I decided to accept the situation
Even if it’s really very hard it’s hard because emotions get tangled in my head once it’s ok, I accept the situation
Another time anger comes over me I wonder “for… once it’s ok, I accept the situation
Another time anger comes over me I wonder “for… I always did everything correctly so that it never happened I eat well, I sleep well, I warm up well, I drink well, I get hard and in the end it happened, it happened to me I don’t explain it … some say it’s the destiny, but it’s a bit easy to say that you don’t believe? some say it’s the destiny, but it’s a bit easy to say that you don’t believe? some say it’s the destiny, but it’s a bit easy to say that you don’t believe? sometimes I suffer, sometimes I accept in any case I am ready to share this new adventure with you in any case I am ready to share this new adventure with you because I really see it as a new fight I will share my progress with you on my social networks I will share my progress with you on my social networks I will share my progress with you on my social networks thank you for watching this video and I hope it has clarified the circumstances and the consequences of my accident thank you for watching this video and I hope it has clarified the circumstances and the consequences of my accident I hope from the bottom of my heart to see you again on the tatami mats,
I pray very hard to be on the tatami mats of bercy and that you encourage me during the TQO I hope from the bottom of my heart to see you again on the tatami mats,
I pray very hard to be on the tatami mats of bercy and that you encourage me during the TQO I hope from the bottom of my heart to see you again on the tatami mats,
I pray very hard to be on the tatami mats of bercy and that you encourage me during the TQO I hope from the bottom of my heart to see you again on the tatami mats,
I pray very hard to be on the tatami mats of bercy and that you encourage me during the TQO I hope from the bottom of my heart to see you again on the tatami mats,
I pray very hard to be on the tatami mats of bercy and that you encourage me during the TQO

50 Comments

  • Reply TrAD Bart February 23, 2020 at 9:07 am

    Courage Gwendoline je pense a toi

  • Reply Claudine Laugrost February 23, 2020 at 9:13 am

    Courage Gwendoline, tu es une battante, donne le maximum comme tu le fais toujours . Pensées affectueuses de Tahiti

  • Reply Océane Ordonez February 23, 2020 at 9:15 am

    Très émouvant ❤️ t’es la meilleure💪🏾 tu vas y arriver 🙏🏾 écoute ton corps, écoute ton mental, écoute ton cœur 🙌🏾 le pire t’es arrivée alors maintenant montre au monde que tu es plus forte🥋 en quelques semaines tu peux changer l’avenir, le destin…on te suit tous✊🏾 pleins de gros bisous de chance et de force🤞🏾

  • Reply Céline Beaugard miluline February 23, 2020 at 9:21 am

    Bravo et force a vous !!!!!! Bon courage et soutien ! OSS

  • Reply yokuken February 23, 2020 at 9:24 am

    Grosse Force a toi Courage. C est dur vraiment dur… le plus important c est de te relever quoi qu'il arrive tu en resortira plus forte. Reste fort et fière 💥👊🏼

  • Reply Samuel Couty February 23, 2020 at 9:28 am

    Courage Gwendo ! Tu peux le faire 🤞🏼💪🏼

  • Reply Lavie &Tal February 23, 2020 at 9:31 am

    je suis choquée de ce qui lui arrive…elle est tellement courageuse!

  • Reply Alison February 23, 2020 at 9:31 am

    Bon courage Gwendoline, tu reviendras plus forte !

  • Reply Olivier Franqua February 23, 2020 at 9:37 am

    Courage, un nouveau combat à mener pour avancer

  • Reply JOKHUN bhindya February 23, 2020 at 9:38 am

    Vidéo très émouvante. Courage à toi tu es une battante. 💪🏼 tous va s’arranger ❤️

  • Reply Ark Cide February 23, 2020 at 9:48 am

    Il faut tu continue pour tous se qui croit en toi et pour ta famille . Courage a toi 👍❤

  • Reply Jérémy Ault February 23, 2020 at 10:39 am

    C'est très dur de te voir ainsi, ça fait mal au cœur… T'es la meilleure, bon courage 💛

  • Reply Cem Simsek February 23, 2020 at 10:48 am

    Bon courage gwendoline tu es la meilleure tu vas réussir !!💪💪

  • Reply PML February 23, 2020 at 10:54 am

    j'ai le coeur serré, c'est ouf. bon courage à toi

  • Reply erick valderrama February 23, 2020 at 11:01 am

    Hi Gwendoline! I want you to know that I admire your karate a lot, I follow you on instagram a while ago. I have also been a karate player since I was a child, I did high performance karate for a while and I had the same injury as you, as a lover of karate and sports, I feel that the high level of demand for sports calendars makes this type of injuries, and as we are fighters and with immense desire to overcome ourselves sometimes we fail to detect that our body asks for rest. On the other hand I am witness that we can recover completely from the injury, however I think it is essential to change our fighting style to take more care of our body and still remain winners, study our movements and adapt our combat strategy and personality to a way that take care of us and at the same time allow us to win. A big hug and best wishes to you!

  • Reply Im_Aya ! February 23, 2020 at 11:04 am

    Courage Gwendoline ❤️ on est là pour toi 🥰

  • Reply Patrick Reboulleau February 23, 2020 at 11:33 am

    Quel courage et ça va le faire !!!

  • Reply Stéphane Renou February 23, 2020 at 11:55 am

    Courage Gwendoline

  • Reply sn 12 February 23, 2020 at 11:58 am

    Courage gwendo j espère que th ira bientot mieux 🙏🙏

  • Reply The Stig February 23, 2020 at 12:05 pm

    Ta blessure n'a rien à voir avec ton mode de vie sa arrive à tout le monde même ceux qui ne pratique pas le karaté. Sauf que sa t'arrive au mauvais moment de ta vie. Tu. Fait tout ce qui est en ton pouvoir pour réussir c'est génial mais n'oublie pas que tu reste humaine et que tu as le droit de souffrir et de le dire. Si tu échoue alors que tu as tout donné tant pis au moins tu auras essayé de toutes tes forces. Puis tu est encore jeune tu peut encore tenter ta chance plus tard. Courage ne te met pas trop de pression.

  • Reply souhila ariouat February 23, 2020 at 12:19 pm

    Ta vidéo m a vraiment touchée. C'est dans ces moments que l'on doit être encore plus fort. Restes courageuse quoi qu'il en soit. Bats toi jusqu au bout en gardant toujours espoir et quoi qu'il adviendra tu ne seras jamais déçue car tu auras tout donné. Une championne reste une championne. Gros bisous de la part de mes 2 filles qui font du karaté également ( pupillette et benjamine ).

  • Reply Anthony Bolzer February 23, 2020 at 12:19 pm

    Courage vous êtes une battante 😘💪💪💪

  • Reply Lilian Gambie February 23, 2020 at 1:25 pm

    Courage gwendo 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

  • Reply Lilian Gambie February 23, 2020 at 2:01 pm

    En plus je vais faire les France. Donc je vais penser à toi et avoir le même caractère 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗. Bon rétablissement

  • Reply Diana Catarina Teixeira February 23, 2020 at 4:05 pm

    Courage 🙏🏼

  • Reply manon payen February 23, 2020 at 5:09 pm

    Courage à toi gwendoline t'es la meuilleur 👊🥋🥊

  • Reply Sofia Hafaiedh February 23, 2020 at 5:46 pm

    Cc gwendoline je sais pas si tu vas me reconnaître du jours de l open de Paris (c oumaima ) sinon franchement courage des que j ai vu la vidéo j ai pleuré pour toi , sa ma fait tellement de peine sinon t est la meilleure 😘😫

  • Reply Its Kartik February 23, 2020 at 5:59 pm

    I hope will progress ✌with time and I am eagerly waiting to see you in Tokyo Olympics….♥️

  • Reply P February 23, 2020 at 6:44 pm

    Courage Gwendoline, tu es une battante…

  • Reply Hyrräpää22 February 23, 2020 at 7:08 pm

    Hi, an english speaking follower here. I've now been following WKF karate and it's path to the olympics for years now. In my opinion it's crazy how rigorous and intense the qualification process for olympic qualification has been made to be, and it's just because of the intense strain, and wear and tear that you top athletes have to go through during all of this. The training, the preparation, and the numerous tournaments all around. The amount of matches you guys have annually is insane, and the risk of injury must be very high, the more further the competition season goes. And adding how Tokyo might be the only time karate is in the olympics. You guys have worked so hard just for this one chance, and in my opinion too hard. It's so unfortunate that you now have to be an example of this. One wrong move resulting in an accident at the worst time possible. I can only imagine what it must feel like.

    I wish you perfect recovery, and still having a chance of qualifying to Tokyo.

  • Reply Chicco tchicco February 23, 2020 at 7:49 pm

    Avec ton message de courage je ressens bien que tu vas y arriver. 💪

  • Reply Ermiine February 23, 2020 at 8:42 pm

    Courage ma belle ! Bats toi ! Tu me brise le coeur ! Courage et gros bisous 😘

  • Reply nAD A February 23, 2020 at 9:01 pm

    Bonsoir Gwendoline, Tu m'as fendu le coeur. Garde espoir et ton courage pour affronter cette épreuve. Bravo à toi de t'être délà relevé mentalement…le reste suivra. Que dieu te garde et t'apporte son aide …
    .

  • Reply Chou Lhd February 23, 2020 at 10:15 pm

    Courage

  • Reply Doha Nebt February 23, 2020 at 11:02 pm

    Vraiment tu reste un grande exemple pour tous les sportif pour continuer et combattre jusqu'au bout et pas arrêté sur le premier obstacle qu' on rencontre courage à toi et je suis sûr que tu va arriver à ce que tu veux

  • Reply Fatima Zahra Ghazlane February 23, 2020 at 11:38 pm

    I'm sure we'll see you at the Tokyo Olympics l know it's so hard but you are muh stronger
    best of luck
    Do not lose hope you will do it i'm sure
    je t'aime et keep going

  • Reply Shannen Mahieu February 23, 2020 at 11:44 pm

    😭😭😭courage le kc loué est avec toi🧡🤞👊💪soit forte on croit en toi🧡🤞

  • Reply guprei February 24, 2020 at 8:19 am

    Les blessures font malheureusement partie du sport.
    C'est là que le mentale va jouer, pour être prête à temps.
    Cette épreuve, va te renforcer encore plus.
    Prompt rétablissement à toi.

  • Reply Darth saiyan February 24, 2020 at 9:47 am

    courage

  • Reply Bruno Breton February 24, 2020 at 11:33 am

    Coucou Championne, Vous êtes une championne vous avez un moral de battante. J'ai confiance en Votre réussite. Continuez !!! Pleins de pensées positives à votre égard.

  • Reply Alice Auger February 24, 2020 at 1:34 pm

    Courage Gwendoline, tu es forte. On croit tous en toi!!!❤️🥋
    Bisous❤️

  • Reply Cloe Cornevin February 24, 2020 at 8:25 pm

    Tes la plus forte gwendo ! Courage et repose toi bien

  • Reply Tasneeme Taklit February 25, 2020 at 1:47 pm

    Courage

  • Reply Hidaya Selmi February 25, 2020 at 2:32 pm

    😓

  • Reply Hidaya Selmi February 25, 2020 at 2:33 pm

    Courage championne 😓❤️

  • Reply Rika Shu February 25, 2020 at 3:03 pm

    😭😭😭Oooh Courage ma championne et bon rétablissement

  • Reply B4sicTut0 February 25, 2020 at 8:03 pm

    C'est horrible ce qu'il t'arrive…courage on t'admire

  • Reply lou_57 February 27, 2020 at 9:44 am

    Courage et force à toi Gwendoline, je sais que tu vas réussir à te qualifier, tu es une battante et tu n'es pas allée jusque la pour rien. Surtout ne lache rien, on est tous avec toi et je suis sure que ça va aller

  • Reply Sophie Bourgeois February 27, 2020 at 4:00 pm

    Je croise les doigts pour toi 🤞 courage 💪😘

  • Reply lolodingo February 27, 2020 at 10:29 pm

    tu es une fille extraordinaire, tu es généreuse et courageuse, tu dois vraiment continuer à te battre tu as d'énormes qualités, tes émotions ton cœur traduise la vérité. C'est débile le truc sur le destin car il ne faut jamais être fataliste, merci pour ta sincérité. Le karaté est fait pour surmonter les épreuves de la vie.

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